Today I didn’t wake up because I have to 

Today I didn’t start over because I wanted to 

Today I didn’t wake up mad just to mad 

Today I didn’t wake up with pain & betrayal & hurt & let down & destroyed & disobey

Today I didn’t wake up & take my life 

Today I woke up & gave it my all 

Today I fought another 

Today was a rough day 

Today I couldn’t tell anyone my thoughts 

So I said a silence prayer 

       “Dead Heavenly Father as you rap your hands around my body please fill my temple heart & lungs with you flesh & blood my lord I call upon to you to forgive me for I have sin show me the righteous way to your kingdom I give my soul my body my mind to you ode lord I ask you to guild me as I live upon this place we call earth & I ask you to deliver my children upon to you may no weapons  farmed against them should prosper . I asked you to protect them against all harm & evil & wicked & eny  that may come they way .. remove those who do not wish well upon them may they find peace in you & not in a human may they learn from my mistakes & be greater than me “

      Amen