I am shapeless
i am shapeless-shaping-shape deficient
less being but more to be
a creatively sensitive book that nobody’s reading
I am a constant and simmering
a quiet tragedy
if my insides were melting
thicker thicker
they would be pouring out my sins
burning the sinner
father forgive
forgiven again
But how can you remove
stains imbedded within
im
movingstuck
caught in quicksand
knock knock
but sorry,
nobody’s allowed in
maybe im just shifting
within the catastrophe that is my mind
a psychoanalysis would perceive
that I'm a twisted individual
rooted in something sublime
if I were a being
a thing more or less
I think i’d be blackened
untidy and repressed
But I am moving
shapeless and constantly sure
production based on what people are seeing
personality flawed with the pressure
rebelling syphons through every touch
a fire is burning
but scorching the earth
rather than warming
or lighting a flame
it burns and it tortures
confining victims disintegrating
I am nothing short
of ravaging and sincere
a two toned masked figure
bottled in everclear
a little is crazy
a lot takes you out
soon your in the hospital
praying to god
while getting your stomach pumped out
but that’s what I’ll do
you cant take more than a sip
im clear but deceiving
run unless you want to see the IV drip
i am senseless
but also easily sensed
loving so sweetly
but swift
immovable
something to resent
gloss covers me whole
curls down my spine
shiny and plastic
with that brand new shine
dust collects under
dimming from within
the gloss falters quickly
and your stuck
trying to clean
till your end meets the end