Why did you leave me?

In my feelings, so dark and deep

Feeling the excruciating tenderness of my heart

Not knowing if it will withstand

Life without you

I feel so bitter

Like my light was swallowed by the devil

You left, right in front of my eyes

A part of me feels relieved

As you are no longer in pain

But the other part

Searches for you constantly

As if I am blind, but with no guide

I miss your heart, and mind and ever-loving soul

Why did you have to go????

And not me