NOT A VOICE IN THE UNKNOWN

I DON'T WANT ATTENTION

I WANT TO BE LOOKED AT

I WANT TO BE HEARD

I WANT TO BE FELT

I WANT TO NOT BE ALONE

FOR ONCE

BUSY BUSY BUSY

IM SORRY, I KNOW, DON'T WORRY

BUSY BUSY BUSY

I KNOW YOUR TRYING!

YOUR NOT TRYING

IT'S AS IF EVERYTHING SHOUTS AT ONCE IN MY HEAD

THERE'S NO WAY TO STOP IT

THEY SAY, GO ON, TALK ABOUT IT

BUT WHEN YOU FINALLY DO THEY LOOK AT YOU LIKE YOUR CRAZY

EVERYTHG YOU'VE EVER FELT IS POURED OUT ON THE FLOOR

BUT OH NO, THERE'S MORE,

YOU HAVE YET TO OPEN that DOOR

YOU TELL YOURSELF IT'S FINE

EVERYTHING WILL HEAL WITH TIME

BUT DAYS, WEEKS, MONTHS PASS

IT ALL SEEMS TO JUST BITE YOU IN THE ASS

IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE OVER AND DONE WITH

THIS CONSTANT FEAR OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH

ALTHOUGH YOU TELL YOURSELF YOUR FINE

ARE YOU REALLY.

LOOK THEM IN THE EYE.

DON'T LOOK AWAY.

DON'T HIDE IT FOR ANOTHER DAY.

DAMMIT WHY CAN'T YOU THINK STRAIGHT

"EVERYTHING USED TO BE GREAT"

WELL DON'T THINK OF THAT. 

THINK OF WHAT'S TO COME.

AND DON'T TELL ME YOUR FINE HERE

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO BE SEEN

DON'T YOU GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS

DON'T THINK ABOUT THE PAST

ALTHOUGH THST SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY THING THAT LASTS

THINK ABOUT YOUR LIFE

WHERE YOU WANT IT TO GO

DON'T WORRY ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE

FOR ONCE WORRY ABOUT YOURSELF

DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO.

GO AHEAD, TRY TO FIND YOU.