It's not my fault, I'm occasionally late.
Imbecile.
That’s what they call me.
It’s not my fault
I’m occasionally late
And stubborn
And forgetful.
It’s like a never-ending fall
Into my handmade cloud-
stuffed pillow stolen from the morning sky.
The alarming earthquake
Of my beloved black clock
As its hand punches its side and dances on my stand.
It’s like my head is on shuffle
Like an iPod on steroids.
What a wonderful wasted world.
Just yesterday,
On my crappy thirtieth birthday
I was born old.
Exactly twenty-six minutes late
To my own birthday
surprise party.
It’s not my fault
I’m occasionally late.
I was swimming
Through the air
On my perfectly shameful bike
Hovering
On the current of time.
But where’s the goddamn problem? You see
I’ll ask the miniature boy in my eye
Inspecting the world through a telescope.
It’s not my fault
I have provided a nest
For two caterpillars
To take over and live
Upon my forested eyebrows.
Everything.
It’s like I’m running a marathon
In one place.
Or the time
Only last year on my twenty-ninth birthday
When I killed a man
With my own ruthless steel thumb. But
Just like that,
I got a tattoo on my leathery skin
Of a watch on my wrist
So I could make sense of time
Twice a day.