I dont know if I should cry,
or just kill myself.
But Im not going to talk like that,
because Im not that crazy.
But now that I think about it,
killing myself dont sound sound to bad.
What do I have to do,
to prove to you,
that I dont want to lose you?
How far must I go?
I understand that all feelings are involved, and its all for the best.
But if all feelings were really involved,
you wouldnt want to lose me.
I dont want to lose you.
being a women,
a strong women,
Im still sensitive.
But I dont want my pride to get in the way.
I dont want to make it seem like I dont care.
But I dont want to cry in front of you either.
I dont know,
where to go,
or where Im going after this,
but I wish you the best.
Even though it discusts me how you can let go
of someone so close
Im not saying you dont care. (even though you prbably dont)
But I know how it feels to lose someone.
And who in the world would want to feel like that?
It doesnt feel good.
But all I know,
is I dont ever want it to happen again.
So Im going to let you be.
Im going to let you go.
I want to say the feeling is mutual. (but its not)
I will endure from this.
I will grow from this.
I will learn from this.
I will live after this.