I was misguided.
Interpreting all of my feelings wrong

I don't want to travel

I want to see world,
In one person.
And have them want me back, forever

I want to rewrite all of my past
So I don't need to run
Away from something
Into anything

But each of these things are equally elusive
That is to say
Like summer lasting forever
Autumn keeping winter at bay, forever

none of this will happen
believe me, I’ve looked for a way