My Loneliness

 

My Loneliness is killing me

No one should have to go through

Something like this;

I could no longer fool myself 
or my heart;

Because my heart and mind

reviles what I’m feeling all the time;

Oh, times sea look at me

I am in way too deep;

my pains are cutting me

I’m bleeding out like ink;

this loneliness left me feeling cold

and very alone;
I can no longer bear

it but I know I must,
loneliness make me feel

I have no existence

No self-worth;
a life of a living Hell of true darkness,

out in the cold all alone

trying to make it on my own;

Oh, how my body craves to be loved

But love was never a part of me,

my empty heart needs to free

to love and to be love back,

I had read every book after book 
to pass the time;

to easy my nights

to easy my mind
my pains of loneliness remains,

but one day it will go away.

 

Poetic Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery