Owner of A Shattered Dream and A Broken Heart
Her heart aches so much that she doesn’t know how she’s going to make it through the night
Without hearing his voice, feeling his touch, without him by her side
She wonders how she will be able to make it through the day
What more to speak to him about, what words to say
She met him on an online game
And his new lover he found the same
She suspected him cheating but let that thought pass her by
Until she heard it from his lips stopping her heart and stopping time
So she gave him the choice to choose who it was going to be
Because neither of them want a relationship of three
That girl demanded for him, she only pleaded
Because after a year of being with him, he was what she wanted and needed
He came up with excuses, he questioned her love
But yet he hid her in secret when he promised things would be taken care of
She asked “other than the game you and her play what is it about her?”
He responded, “I don’t know but her and she were similar”
He claims her of adding to his guilt and it’s hard for him to choose
Because to him either way he’ll lose
But what about she, the one who will either lose her boyfriend to a stranger or stay by his side knowing full well that she only has half his heart
Does he not notice this painful truth is eating away, tearing her apart?
In the depth of her breaking heart though, one thing became perfectly clear
That if he truly loved her he would do everything in his power to hold on to what he holds dear
So with a heavy heart she carried out the greatest act of love, and chose to let him go
Because her perfect man is no longer perfect and the way it was going to end she and him both know
So now he is with her and she is with no one
Both sad and glad that she did everything a good girlfriend, despite her distance, could have done
But that girl can’t hold a candle to a woman it’s a title she wasn’t given, it was earned
And if she dare try to hold a candle to her, then she is going to get burned
Even so, she doesn’t want that girl to suffer like herself, but she can never call him when she wants to
And because she lives further away than her there will be a ton of things that they still cannot do
And she’ll never be known by his friends or his family
And no matter how understanding, patient, and similar she claims and he wishes her to be,
That girl that he’s with now isn’t and will never be me