The Pain of a Poet
Why is it with poetry
I can go on and on for hours
Yet with a book
I can’t write past the first chapter?
Maybe I was born to be a poet
Maybe I was destined to a life full of pain
Maybe my life exists so I can read out my pain for all the world to hear
Instead of made up fairy tales that have happy endings
Maybe my life was made for my disorders
Maybe my life was made to be terrible so others could feel better
Or maybe you simply made my life this way
I wanted to be free of you so bad
You come back and haunt me with all the memories
And those memories gave me multiple disorders
I can’t blame you for my stress
But what I can say is that my stress was caused by all of that
Do you like the pain you’ve caused me?
I can almost see your reaction
You crying in my arms and saying of course not baby I didn’t mean to hurt you
Yeah well fuck you
Something I’ve wanted to say for a while
I wanted to say it to your face but in writing will have do so here it is again
Fuck
You
Now if only I can mail that on a letter to Arizona