"Sorry" doesn't mean I'm sorry for you

"Sorry" means I'm sorry for myself

I'm always sorry because I make promises and I can't break promises

I promised him my heart

I promised him I would always love him

And I'm sorry for myself because I can't break those promises

I gave you my heart and you broke crushed and shattered it

You said that you would never leave me and that you would always love me

but you have the mentality of a child you know why?

because you make lousy promises and don't keep them

I can't describe the amount of hate I have for you

I wish I never met you

I wish you were just a nightmare

I wish that the 2 months we spent together was all fake

because then I wouldn't have made those promises

and I wouldn't have fallen for you

I wouldn't have thrown my heart to you if I had known you wouldn't even try to catch it

it fell to the ground and broke

and now I'm left with a broken heart.