Im feel so insecure im so

Insecure im cryin 

Over this soon 

To be grave of mine i 

 

Suffered through lot of trauma 

My family calls me insane

My friends say it's in vain 

I'm losing my friends got so much 

Trama, drama inside my head

 

 but you know 

What they say “enemies to friends

To lovers to enemies again”

You know I never meant to hurt you

But you hurt me badly we kissed and 

Then it was over 

 

Everyone that I know killing themselves

Around me bad luck 

Staying up all night just thinking bout you

 

I'M SO F**KING SUICIDAL insecureties taking over me yeah my anxietys killing me over and over again IM SO F**KING SUICIDAL  its like this

 

This life of mine is spinning in circles 

Over, and over and over again

 

Ooh the love I used to have for you

Oh it’s quick, quick, quickly dying

My depression is making me fall

And fall hard into this pit

 

I think it’s bipolar

 

oh

Is it bipolar?

 

Somedays I stand on, 

On the highest mountain

And others I fall off

 

I go from hatein’ to lovein’ to hatein’

Myself once more 

 

Guess what’s worse

Oh It just arose

I think I’m havein’ an

Identity crisis

Ha

I drownin’ in the madness

 

Oh no the bloods’ spreddin’

Under the door into the cracks

 My friends asked if i was okay

Because they saw the scars from my 

Self harm,self harm,self harm yeah

Im drownin in this blood that they call

Mine but It’s filled with all this

depression,madness 

 

Suicidal thoughts anxietys taking over my head 

I'M SO F***ING SUICIDAL 

I need somebody to help me now 

this life of mine is killing me 

slowly, help me(help me)

 

Oh I’m drownin’ 

I’m drownin’ 

Drowning in 

My Blood 

 tears

 agony  

 depression

 madness

It’s killin’ me slowly

 

Save me