uncontrolable emotion
Uncontrollable Emotions
Overwhelm me tonight
It's like I can't do nothing right
But maybe that's life
Self discover and development
Without quittings essential
Can't be discouraged
by the judgemental or u may go mental
Trying to reach full potential
And preparing for the worst
Avoiding sinning and remember
Winning comes last because first
U must learn to take loss
So u appreciate bein victorious
Learning to cope with los
s and not taking for granted what's glorious
Just breathing. Just living
Exercising your free will
Embracing imperfections
and realizing the little things can still
Make u smile if only for a while
Walk a mile in the shoes
Of the ones u criticize to quickly
The slope is slippery cause you
Will too be criticized
so don't epitomize a close mind
Be loyal, be conscious be humble
And be kind
Don't try to rewind, pay mind
To the current time
Just take the past mistakes
as lessons and try not to be blind
When deception needs correction
Don't be afraid to asks questions
And remember "what you know"
may need further inspection
Don't think with an erection
That direction is wrong
Cause being a king con
don't make u King Kong just be strong
And deny your temptations
follow your dreams and heart
Sometimes the right thing is
not the move that's the most smart
But me all play our part and depart
It's assured
Nothing's given nothing's promised
Nothing's fully insured
Preventions better than bein cured
So Procure the best
Way to live without nefarious intentions
so when u manifest
The dreams that u possess u don't
Harbor regret
Self resentment lacks contentment
Leading to stress
It's confusing so I'm concluding
with improving myself
Before intruding with
passing judgement on anyone else
It's hard to say help
But it's even harder to know
That it is all that separated you
From reaching your goals
And when u know you make
the wrong decision it leads2a hollow you
And it's bad and even sad
when your shadow won't even follow through
With having to follow u
Life will swallow you whole
Or damn u to self destruction
as u dig while in a hole
Like time precious is your soul
The preservation of knowing
That a righteous path lead u
to the place u are going
And sometimes only throwing
Urself at the mercy of wuts destined
Can bring u to the answers
of your ultimate questions
There's no manual or map
to show you how to travel
Only instinct and experienc
can guide u in your battles
But to find comfort in solitude
When your alone with your thoughts
You must be able to justify
your actions if your later forced 2 watch
And relive what u have done when
Its Too late to change the cards
At the moment u
better be able to be to face who you are
And knowing that
good intentions can't outweigh the fact
That you didn't follow through with
Them if not proven on your path
So as I resist the natural desire to
Be consumed by greed
When temptation whispers
how easy it is2 see ur want as a need
But if I feed into it I can only
blame myself for what I become
And then all that can be found
is being dumbfounded by just how dumb
I can be. So all I can be is who I am
Unless I choose
To refuse who I am and be
what I'm not which is self hatred confused
Leaving more than a bruise
On my ego And pride
And my true character
unlike my tears will no longer b easy to hide
So I encourage the courage
to accept the things I wish were reversed
And come to terms with my wrong turns
needing no purpose for birth
Just the realization that limitations
May be a blessing disguised
And be content with the things
I cannot hold as a prize
Cause some things weren't meant
for my eyes or for my possession
Sometimes the lesson for progression
is the only conception
That was meant for me
and intentionally eventually ill find
That the most important thing is
Ensuring my own mind
Is a sanctuary built with the
knowledge that my position
In life was not what I wanted
but all I needed or else it's a prison
And when your own mind
is your prison u won't get parole
It's forever there like
the stain that now tainted the soul
Never finding a piece of piece,
so I am careful in construction
While building the building in my mind
So it doesn't end in destruction...