Unlocking My Voice
From the start
It wasn’t that I was afraid no
I was just quiet,
Unsure of my own voice
Hiding behind the veil I allowed myself to sink into like a shadow seen
But never heard from
Then the stage was set
Standing before those who know nothing of me
But my actions
Whose voices are silent
But their whispers of judgement still heard by me
My hands shake as my voice breaks nervousness turning into fear
My silence no longer
Forced to speak feeling the shadows finally pushing me out
No longer hiding behind them
Feeling the walls closing in on me
The rhythm of my heart keeping me grounded as I focus on my act with the distant whispers of the demon that haunt me fading into the background
I spoke and continued to speak till I heard no more except the sound of my own voice
that did not break out of fear
But poured out of me like a sweet melody waiting to be heard
My love has grown,
alone and afraid but rising
Rising above the demons that haunted me
Locked away
Relishing in this new experience no longer in my mind
Unable to reach me
My fear has left me in remark
But my closest friends have broken the curse
And now I stand tall
Unafraid
My voice pulled from the ocean like an anchor finally free
able to be my true self
Without hiding within my shadows
Becoming an inspiration
Becoming more than the bonds that hold us back from believing
The amusing and fascinating work of art has inspired me to become more than
I possibly could have thought
Rising above those who doubt me
The motivation
to achieving my goal
Me the actor
You the audience
Sitting in your front view
You see me become a whole other person
Me transforming in a whole different way
A way I never imagined
A way I thought I never could
A way where I’ve learned and improved
I had fun and enjoyed every minute
Only a bright future awaits
Out of the darkness I've tried to hide behind
Thank you