There so many thing thats are left unspoken In search for face to face action , im distracted by my pain late night confessions, ease my mind, But I cant sleep reminded by my past lesson this is what looks like to be unspoken I haven't prayed in a week but i think  about God all the time im disconnected spiritually falling behind  and it makes me weak more questions on whos really with me and  against me i tryn to fill in the empty spot with new memories Why do i always try to fix whats broken. . Is it my job to save this world  or am i just as Broken   I find myself on a path alone my family here but they feel like there gone but in their defence, I know im hard to love.. Even though my life my path Is lonely, You  know i Do wish you could Support  me but instead  i reach out to you and you just ignore me Wish you could see me uncover what's going on in my head close your eyes like i close mine and remember i was once Yours Before time passes by and our bound is dead But its like im here but you dont see me, Go on go right on ahead Call me once in a while and check up on yea girl Im your daughter your sister Yea your homegirl No, i haven't seen Dad in 15 years and he was the biggest part of my world Im not hurt no i was born an old soul maybe my life just a reincarnation of my karma Maybe im not of this World So many past lives but id still pick this one takes me more the one life time to comprehend That I Can't wait around for love so im not going to pretend on this One No I don't know it all Next to nothing, i just grew up a little to fast Life directed me and I'm on this Path just tryn to take flight Watching myself fall deeper into isolation Confined by these walls While writing these rhymes But it's like im here but you dont see me Clearly my words mean nothing maybe it's my presence maybe I'm my worst enemy