WHAT IS SEXUALITY ANYWAYS?
The sun beamed down onto me and my friend, quickly melting our popsicles
Tss... tss... tss... we would sit on the steps and watch the sprinkler
He took off his shirt and ran through it
I did the same
STOP! GIRL’S AREN’T SUPPOSED TO DO THAT
My sister was in shock, running to me with a shirt
The bell rang, the doors opened, the breeze rolled in
Everyone ran onto the playground
I followed close behind my friends who all happened to be boys
Little did I know the difference in our genders had any significance
I leaned forward, hands clasped to my knees,
Breathing in and out, in and out
I was so tired from chasing the girl’s around with my friends
YOU CAN’T CATCH ME!
They would giggle
Why was I like that? It’s just a phase...
Who is your crush?
I don’t know
That guy is hot!
Sure…
Don’t worry you’ll find a boyfriend!
No thanks.
Don’t worry you’ll find a good husband!
No thanks.
Are you GAY?
I don’t know.
Lesbian? Bisexual? Pansexual?
I don’t know.
It’s just a phase…
Will you still be my friend?
Will you think of me differently?
Will you still accept me?
Will I go to hell?
Will I ever change?
Will I ever be happy?
Will I ever fit in?
I don’t know, It’s not a phase, but I’m okay with that