Who am I?

I break his heart the blood runs deep

I cry alone lost in my agony

I put on that smile the world is fooled

I know it hurts him because it hurts me too

I'm with my friends in peaceful bliss

I laugh and smile while he sinks down

                 Who am I?

I make the choice no one else could make

I do it for him yet he will not understand

I am the one who must give it all away

I do what is needed whatever the cost

I put on a face that does not count the loss

I am chased by guys all around and i smile

                   Who am I?

I am decieving myself I know what I am

I think my self noble but I know the sad truth

I did this for me and I chose to hurt you

I don't deserve you I leave you in peace

I give you up that you may find one who sees

I am loyal to me now please let me be

               Who am I?

I killed his spirit and I feel no shame

I would do it again and again gladly

I want to be with someone who understands me

I need someone who will yell at me

I am the girl who crushes hearts in two

I am a heart breaker and I will break yours too