Will I have the guts?

To actually say something? (Eventually),

Instead of writing down what,

I really feel (maybe),

Will I have the guts?

The audacity, to ignore,

The irrelevant conversations about me,

Will I ever, have the guts?

To say,

Hey I’m me, I’m who I am,

Deal with it,

Will I ever have the guts to say?

My name is Confidence,

Not put-down,

The same not the opposite,

As the negative words,

Build up in,

My disturbed teenage mind,

Will I have the…guts?