Wonder of the Perfect, Clean, White Shoes
I look at my reflection
light brown, straight hair
Dark brown eyes
Perfect, clean, white shoes
Something different about me
I am not standing
I am not running
I am not smiling
I am sitting on a wheelchair
Perfect, clean, white shoes
As I watch all the other kids play
Stand
Run
Smile
I sit alone
Why? That is all that I can do
As much as I wish to change it
I cannot
I will just sit there
Helpless
Lonely
Perfect, clean, white shoes
People look at me and stare
Stare as I am sitting alone
Incapable
Weak
Powerless
Dependant
Perfect clean, white shoes
Except this is not me
It is the kid that i have been watching
The one sitting across from me
Bringing me sympathy
Sadness
Wonder
Wonder of how I would feel
How I would look at others
Myself
I put myself in his perfect, clean, white shoes
And I begin to write:
“I look at my reflection
light brown, straight hair
Dark brown eyes
Perfect, clean, white shoes
…”
I understand
And I stop wondering
Standing over him, I smile and reach my hand for his
Then there it is
The smile he had been hiding