Destruction Malfuntion

Oh Sweet Jesus, This one Literally tares me to pieces w/ all the factitious reasons Of faceitious believing. And all for No Good Reason. And There Reason Being, They tried to Destroy what we believe in... When Never Really Seein.. Our True Beauty, all that you'd been keepin.... Hidden away so they to would be in..... Limbo, Distracted Not Ever Truly Seein... All the Beauty I Die Daily to be Revealin... I'm just tryin to keep it Real and.. You just keep on Concealin???... I Dont Understand these hands you been Dealin'... Are you Afraid to Show your Feelings? Or just Don't Want to Explain the Rhyme & Reason. HELP ME understand the way your being. If ya can't then I'll Assume I'm the Reason. If it must be this, I'm not agreeing. But I'll just fade out like the Passing Seasons. Is it to Hard to Decide if your love is stronger than the Hollow Heart that's Barely Beating? Than the Gossip we've been grieving? or the desire To just pack up and leave it ? Even when you've Been Influenced by fractious Deceivin. Why does it have to be this ? I dont need this, who needs this? Why ya keep on Steady Deceivin.? It really gets my heart rate beating And my skin begins steaming I start to struggle breathing Tryna find a valid reason Why people are Always misinforming Making people onto believing All the lies that are so misleading. People couldn't just take the time.. To change the direction of the mind? Well Unfortunately at this Time they're all gonna soon find. What Goes Round comes around on the dime That they cant Deny. That all the Doubts & fears And Endless Lies They dumped on us with the will to Destroy our Lives will sadly turn on them & be there own Demise. No matter how hard they Try, Sacrifice, Apologize or Comprimise and all they claim to Despise Will Inadvertently Come as A Surprise and swarm them Like Bees And House Flies No Escape Made Visible as theyll Soon Find.. Not any of them will Ever see the light they stole from our eyes Even a dim light to The exit sign they'll be Deprived in this Great Design What made you Cry With all the ways they plagued our lives With The Doubts They hide Deep inside will Now Then Come Alive.. As they'll be Brought exposed to the Light. While the wrong they've done will become there lives All that Negativity will Positively consume thier endless Nights Cold, Dark Void of Love & Light that once was Inside. All they Dwell On Day n Night. And then also afflict With force magnified 10 times The used on another's life. On what they personally fear and manipulate anothers Mind That's right. KARMA is About to Ruin there Life Days & Nights.fight and ive the Dream Be The Dream What will be will Be Just let me be you be u and I'll be me. I was lost without you Couldn't Dream, couldn't shine couldn't Thrive Without you I couldnt Seem to find "Reason No Rhyme Couldnt feel Alive cuz there was No life without You. I couldnt live couldnt feel , nothing seemed real Except the shame That I couldn't Even Die without you. Only thing in my life that was true Was the Love i have for you That i had validated it went through& through And all I did and still I do Is love you Always endlessly unconditionally Completely competitively Emotionally as my Life did and still Revolves round You. I Put myself aside to give all that I could Not just because I said i would but cause I know I should. They say Seek and ye shall find all you thought you would. Onguard You still Let it destroy and Alter Both our Lives Forever as it would. Leave Me in the wreckage With no Dear john message or any other So Lost in the dark Trying to find that lost spark It just couldnt have went far it brought us this Joy then it turned it into these lifeless Dreams & broken hearts all in between and afar as I slowly fell apart That brought us moments together and moments apart Straight from the start i never Lost Heart but gained the smarts to bring us this far. I guess thats a good start Along with new direction As it was the beginning of what caused my affliction.