Escaping from my nightmare!

I cry myself to sleep at every night
Just wishing it would stop.
Maybe tomorrow it will teminated.
Then again, maybe not.

You push me and you poke me.
You call me hurtful names.
To me, it's like a nightmare.
To you, it's fun and games.

Your heart is made of cold blooded ice,
But it doesn't even deserve that.
Mine was once a beautiful rainbow,
But you have molded it to darkest black.

I hate you; I hate being alone.
There is no one I can trust.
Are you proud of what you've done?
You've turned my soul into a broken peices of paper.

I wish there were a door I could open and trust,
A simple path I could tread.
I don't want to be stuck here foreverIn this endless spiral of dread.

Please please stop!!

For once I just want to have a normal life.