Forever Breathing For

The only word I can possibly use to describe my current state: Ruined So fucking ruined Irreparably so And it not the fault of anyone else but you So selfish How can I listen to anyone else's voice but yours now Laugh at anyone else's antics Yearn for anyone else's attention Excitedly wait for anyone else's call ...so so selfish I'd never felt such a need to replace anyone so quickly and I only hope you'd never felt such relief that I hadn't. Couldn't. . Wouldn't. This is why I'm determined to stick by forever May we take our last breaths in the presence of one another and may they always smell sweet