I Say Farewell

The first pills down im feeling fine    
I take another in record time,     
Pill after pill until im feeling numb,         
       
Grab the blades,
slit my wrists,       
Bleed until the break of dawn.     
       
I have my paper and my pen,                                                                                           
to say goodbye to those who didnt care,          
The deed is done,      
       
I say farewell,       
this world is gone.