I Wanted To Kill Myself

I wanted to kill myself

With every second feeling like hours, and hours feeling like days

I cried and I cried begging Him to make it okay

I thought I was alone

Looking around, I saw a walk of calm and faces of tame

But on the inside I knew that I looked the same

It's all an act

We all do it, and it was that day I understood

Nobody can help if you choose to stay silent

And I no longer would