Isolation Causes Pain

I may be different,
But I'm not a poser,
I may have emotions,
But they don't show,
I have scars on my wrist,
My heart is held together,
With broken,
Rusty,
Paper clips,
The hurtful words,
Get stuck in the cracks,
Sorrow has engulfed me,
Despare has taken me,
The crevaces will never be filled,
My heart is broken,
It won't be healed,
Untill I belong to somebody,
I won't,
I'm abandoned,
Alone,
And left to die,
I want to end life,
But the end will never come soon enough.