maek me smile?

Whats the point of faking a smile? when in all reality your miserable inside people call you selfish for wanting to die but your whole life you've faked the smile so they don't feel guilt you fake a smile because you think if you try hard enough youll start to belive it too but every night when its dark and chill the thought come running back to you all that feel to real the tears start pouring your hands start shaking before you know it you see yourself dangling dangling off the roog top or dangling off the edge all feeling in your bodys numb you start to realize your dead all the people used to laugh at you your mom called you worthless but of that seems to matter now because to you death just feel so perfect...