memory loss screwed me

             Ive been treated with fake love since day 1

the just loved the baby side of me

 I was born with short term memory and they didn't want to tell me

knowing that could've helped

 instead they lied to me 

letting people make fun of me

              Getting those low grades below the basic 

thats an F to me

that shit really got to me

having to take lower classes since kindergarden 

not knowing the abc's till the 1st grade. 

       This shit got me really fucked up

being put in special need classes 

being treated less by hummanity

by the school who didn't like me cause I was half Mexican 

half stupid in the head 

then it got to my friends and sibling to

im to dumb to know how to feel

they started bullying mentally and physically 

how can I deal with that shit

not even passed the 3rd grade 

eveyone pairing up to make fun of me

in any kind of way

        my brain is just bruised  up 

I let those people do that shit to me

never stood up for myself

if I did I yelling will be pounding on me

as a kid I thought everyone went through that shit

I'm  just a dumby in a fucked up game