No Knows

She sits there empty for days wondering if the pages to book would magically change flower petals stumble to the floor as if they were drunk and forgot how to walk her eyes are heavier then they were the day before her thoughts are rambling in her head she tries and looks but can't find a solution looking for another way out she finds no substitution its the evaluation of all her problems spill out of a cup that's way to heavy to be even lifted up she chokes back the tears because all everyone ever do is tell her shut up she lifts up the gun Screams of yea and no running though her mind as if it were a race seeing who can get to the finish line mothers down stairs. The father is a work. Little sister is sleeping in her room away for. All the hurt. she hesitates just for a little starts to laugh but she knows its not a joke . Write a note for all her family to see theses were her last finally words . All it said was" I'm so sorry but you have to understand I'm just so tired of being me"