Ture lonlyness

I walk down the narrow pathes of my mind, but to my fiding there is only darkness. I feel my lonlyness sinc into my mind and soul. I try to run from the darkness but it catches me. when I finlly open my eyes there is only me and the dark, The air is filled with the thought of no one to here my crys. I feel the cold emptyness slowly make my mind to have no fath, no screams can here my now only me, myself, and I can here the screams is this true lonlyness? I will never know my heart is fadeds in the darkness, my mind is lost, the thought of losing you kills me slowly, I want nothing more then to have you back. Yes this is lonlyness. only now am I able to see this.