Understand me

I bet you think I can't be Sirioues huh,                            
I also bet you think I truly must be happy,     
Then I'm happy my illusion is helping you out,

i never got to meet my mom before she passed,     
I never got to know who my dad was besides work,   
I wish I had a family of my own,     
I wish I had friends like yours to,

but life isn't so nice to all of us huh,    
you must think your way better because your "sirioues"   
thinking your my better because you like to argue,    
Beacaues im so much less perfect and hardworking,

but Thats only because I've earned the right to rest,    
and you putting me down for it is pretty cruel,    
I wanna make the world brighter for my friends,    
and I'd hate for them to have a dark past as like mine,

So shame me and be the WANAN-be,    
but know the throne I once sat on was earned,    
and your just some WANAN be who can't commit.

-Kitsuko Dragonstar