Why me?

Why me? You always insured me, told me you loved me but no instead u broke up with me. I tried so hard, i didn't listen to my friends about you. I was actually starting to love you. And like i said before love isn't for me. I guess now it's forsure. Why me? Why did u wait until I was in so deep to break up with me? But don't worry i'm finally awake because now I know it was never meant to be. But I still feel like a fool for ever thinking about loving you. After people told me u was never good for me. I'm always trying to fix something that could never be fixed in the first place. And now i really know what it means when people say peace is temporary. Because you were just temporary and that's gonna be in my vocabulary. If u really think about about everything is temporary. What really hurt me was when I spilled my heart out telling you about my grandmother's death. As she took her last breath and how it was a sudden death. It hurts and things just fall apart for me. i'm still gonna be asking why me? i've just been going through a lot believe it or not.