Your words

Lol you’re fucking crazy holy shit dumb bitch

‘I'm sorry I wasn't trying to be rude’

Your words in this moment felt like a hot blade cutting through my chest

My whole body froze I had no idea how to respond

I have been paralyzed since

I've locked myself in my bedroom

at the fear that I will run into you if I go outside

I am afraid that seeing you

i will be reminded of the words you left engraved in my wrists

Everytime i look down i am reminded of the pain

That you inflicted in me with your tongue

but then i am reminded of the sweet taste you left lingering on my lips

After leaving Your words have torn my soul in two

The way that cunt drips off your tongue like  

A venom that you created just for me

I have never felt so defeated

Until you took the them and perfectly arranged them to rip my heart in half

There's this pit that sits in my abdomen that is slowly getting bigger

Because the  bandaids cant hold the opening together anymore