The Sun Will Rise Again
Logically thinking, I know everything is
Alright and there's nothing happening, yet my mind's still racing
The attack really shook me
I know that I need to distract myself from all the
Pain held inside, and I try, but I'm starting to break
There's no way to escape
I'm tired but fighting to face it in Silence
But stress just keeps rising, it's too much, I just want to Scream
But I can't, cause that's "Mean"
I know that I'm innocent and haven't done any wrong
But "I'm sorry, I'm sorry," I can't seem to stop
Please Help Me, Dear God
They tell me "Think Logic, Think Logic, Think Logic"
I see it, I know it, please stop it, I've had it, Enough!
I’m too tired to be Tough
I find myself running from fears in my Life,
But I know if I stop I'll be caught and just turn into stone
In the dark all Alone
“Please just Leave Me Alone”
I know all I need is to sleep and recover for
Morning and go back to Life, but I'm too scared to sleep
Almost can't even Blink
I’m crying and broken, can’t walk out the door
But as soon as I’m hitting the couch I look up and just Ghost
Lost all sense of Control
I think of my life and the battle of Focusing
Not on the bad, not the noise, not the world, Just on Me
Don’t Move, I need to Breathe
I fidget, I Spook, I’m so easily Jumpy
Don’t do good with people or noises or corrupted hearts
Always tell them apart
The minutes go by and I lose track of time
But at some point, I don’t know, but some point I start to get up
I no longer feel Stuck
These visions of color, music, and love wake me
Up in ways no one can explain and they fill me with Hope
Telling Death ‘We say Nope’
My muscles are sore and my vision is blurry but
Still I start rising up, looking up, gaze into Space
Feel the warmth on my face
The sigh leaves my body, my strength comes back to me
I smile in Joy and Whisper “The Sun Will Rise Again”
“The Sun Will Rise Again”
“The sun Will Rise Again”