Breaking point
I'm really breaking
I thought I was stronger than I used to be
but all this stuff that keeps happening
makes me forget that I ever went to therapy
I went to learn how to keep myself out of depression
but it seems like everyday that goes by I see myself slipping back
I'm trying so hard but its not working
I where a smile but inside im falling apart
I've reached the point now where I can't do it anymore
I'm trying to brush it off
I'm trying to get these little voices out of my head
I'm just trying
it seems though that the harder I try the more I fail
The constant pain that is being brought upon me
makes me question everything more than I already do
I just don't know how much longer I can be strong
everyone has their breaking point
but I've reached it, bounced back, then reached it again
I believe the next time I reach it will be the last because I'm still recovering from the last time
I just hope and pray that God gives me the strength to not reach my last breaking point because I don't know what will happen if I reach it.