Saving Myself
If I were to save someone else
I would have to save myself first
For trying to save someone else when you are already falling
Can lead to dangerous circumstances
Imagine I saved them, but hurt myself in the process
Or maybe I didn't save anyone
Then who would I be
I would be a failure
For not even trying is one thing in itself
The people I have hurt in my lifetime has increased
Hurt feelings and hurtful words
Not realizing the pain I have put on other people
How am I to know, when I can't see past my own pain
My pain is blinding, a force I can't get rid of
If I could I would have let go of it a while ago
Making amends with people
And forgetting about the ones who have destroyed me
But in reality, this is not that easy
It takes time to get rid of pain
And to forget about the people who have done you wrong