Fancy

You know when you were little And you had your hand In the cookie hand You turned and almost died of embarrassment When you saw your dad’s face You know when you were older And you slipped the candy bar Into your pocket Your heart thundered through your chest When the alarms went off You know when you were older still And you took “just a couple hits” You started to feel better Until you realized you needed more You know just last month When you gave yourself away You felt like he loved you Until he dumped you the next day You know just the other day When you simply gave up And decided to let go because You just couldn’t go on You know right now When I think of you I feel all those feelings Knowing that I Love you still But also knowing that There was so much more I could’ve done.