Soar
Betrayl seems something of the sort
Heart breaking under what was thought of a friendship
Blankets close around, heart pounding nonsense beats
Breathe and stop
It's not worth it but it feels like it is
Don't cry, keep it here
Locked inside the mind of a semi-controlled beast
Stop, use your words, calmly and softly
But nothing comes out
Pain errupts, tears pour
It was never worth it
My time or yours
Hit hard, wings broken, never to fly again
Stuck on the ground hidden in your shadow
Working hard to live up to your standards
To be what I thought we were from the start
I guess things crumble, blown apart
The towers of my heart falling
Breath fading, hands writhing
It wasn't meant to be like this
It wasn't meant to end like this
But it ended only for me
Your realization hasn't even started yet