10 things
"If I went to sleep today and did not wake up tomorrow, here is a list of 10 things I wish I could have told you:
1. I love you.; I am so so so sorry that I never actually told you how much I loved you. I should have had the guts, because if someone loves another; that person has every right to know.
2. I get tears in my eyes when I think of a possible life that doesn't include you.; Yes, you bring so much sunshine to me and you don't even know it.
3. You are SO beautiful.; sometimes I would just look at you and be completely infatuated with everything about you. Absolutely everything.
4. Your smile makes me smile.; Geez I would sometimes be having the worst day and you would smile at me and I smiled from the inside out because of that.
5. You gave me a reason to live.; When no one else cared, nothing else mattered to me but having a friend. Someone who loved me and cared about me and I had you. That brought me so so far. Thank you.
6. You are smarter than you think.; Yup, I know you, I've always seen it I don't think you had but goodness you are incredibly smart and wise and I hope you pursue that.
7. You deserve to be happy.; No matter what happens, what life throws at you, you are a gem and you deserve the absolute best. Please never give up on yourself.
8. You are a hero.; I'm just one of the few who have had the privilege to be saved by you. You understand, and you listen and you are so much more than anyone will ever realize. Some heroes don't wear capes, and you indeed saved me for plenty and plenty of days.
9. Your laugh, oh my God.; it was like a little giggle and every time I heard it you healed all of my broken pieces and it was an honor that I got the privilege to make you laugh. It healed both of us.
-Last but not least:
10. I love you.; Still. I loved you from the beginning and you were the one who had held my heart and I just can not let you go. I'm so sorry but I just love you, I always have and I always will. I hope you love me too..."
-m.c.-