Academy Road
I ran down Academy road
With broken shoes
Scratched face and bruised shoulders
Some people shrugged and said ''who knew?'' but you didn't No, you would ask why
And I created stories
Terrified of exposure
I created the most ridiculous distractions
I left this town never having told the truth I remember you running after me waving
Calling my name
I ran and cried and hid, and you never found me
I sobbed in the bushes right up until you gave up
Proud of myself for being inpenetratable
But heartbroken that i had been successful
I tried burning down the science block
Now known as a troublemaking kid
and not as the girl with broken shoes, black eyes
The girl who cries on her own
Disdainfully they looked down at me as a lost cause
I found comfort in that nobody would find out about me
But you still tried
So I ran down Academy Road
You chased after me and asked again
I turned around and lied
In my mind I was screaming for release
Screaming the truth
But my face was grinning the most hellish grin
I called you names, the nastiest I could think of
Honing in on your insecurities like a sniper
Picking them off one by one
Reducing you to shock, then to heartbreak, then to tears
A special ability that runs in the family
All whilst my mind watched me from above
Horrified at the massacre I was comitting
and you gave up after then
I went home to my rotton house, triumphant
Cold, hurt, unfed
I couldn't believe what I had done
But part of me felt like I had no choice
I would be in this house forever and nobody would ever find out
It's just how it has to be
Maybe one day I will walk Academy Road again
This time as a bearer of truth
Understand I was just a child
And that although you never knew me
I will always remember the fact you tried to get to know me
And that alone I will remember for life