I miss you...is  actually what I want to tell you right now, but I know  in

my heart that I shouldn't..

            Cause emotions are just complicated, and  far away from logic. 

         Cause at the end of the day, I wish I can be there, but your invitations

         will  always be for your convenience. Although you may say the contrary, 

          these are the signals that I receive or perceive ,so dont blame me for it.

        Cause no matter how I much I can feel , I know very well my intuition, and

it hardly fails. 

         Cause my wellness is my responsibility, and I have to take care of it.

         Cause I am not dumb, I know the situation, but I just wanted to believe

in you

So I prefer for you to reclaim me all this, instead of telling you right now that I

miss you.. despite of my feelings,,,, cause if I dont take care of me..

who is going to do it?