An Addictive Sin
Suffering for years before
taking every insult in full
Sobbing, Screaming
From The Pain
Finally found a way
to send the agony away
that awaits me with each passing day
Drain It in the form of blood
dripping, dripping
down my arm
dripping, dripping
from my legs
I Have Finally Seen A Way
To A Bearable Life Again
No One Understands,
Why I Love It So
“Cutter!” They Yell In The Hall
Pushing, Pulling Throwing me into walls
Such An Addictive Sin
Only If They Had My Life
They Would Know My Losing Fight
But The Only One Who Sees The Scars
Would Care If I Died
Tries To Stop My Only Joy
Tries To Take My Light
Why Cant You See My Dear
You Cant Fix Me Now
Im Far To Broken
Far To Gone
To Be Normal Again
Even As You Try
You May Say I Have No Problems
That Is For Attention
Whe Truth Be Told
I Would Rather Fade Into The Wall
Then Take One More Day In This Dimension
Jet Let Me Go
Leave Me Be
Just Let Me Have My Moment Of Piece
With Just A Razor, Blood, And Me.