And I'll never find it again, 

or you

the you that I knew,

and love that is,

our love, 

passion

 

The type of love that you don't ever want to let go, not even for a moment, because you're afraid it will be captured into a time warp where you can no longer seize it. 

 

Today, 

that's where I stand 

in a world that's completely still and mute, 

black and white 

all bad and no good.

I feel like I'm in a desert praying for rain 

like I'm out calling your name by my windown payne 

still in pain, crying.

Why? 

 

Theif 

you snatched a part of me 

my innocence,

the security of my trust , now,

I can't even trust myself I'm 

personally persuading my mind that I will soon be able to meet with you again

not you 

but what you provided