"Are you a Freshman?"
I don’t have a problem with my teachers,
okay maybe I do,
but not enough to write a poem.
Okay maybe enough to write a poem,
but it isn’t fueled enough
for my liking.
My problem
is not with teachers,
but the administration.
I am a white female,
middle class, 4.0 GPA
and don’t do school sports.
The last week of being a senior
my assistant principle says to me:
“Are you a freshman?”
Okay I understand
I went to a school
with about 1,300 students.
I had attended all four years,
never a detention or suspension,
and was in the top 10% of my class.
I had even talked to her multiple times
and she says:
“Are you a freshman?”
Bet you though
she knew the life
of other kids.
That were
the all-star jocks,
the children of the Parent-Teacher council members.
That were
the trouble-makers,
the moochers, trying to get out of trouble.
Bet you she did
Bet you the other administration
were just like her.
No I don’t bet you,
because I know they were.
They are all like her.
They care for sports,
never considering academics.
Spend money on a new field, not new textbooks.
The field renovated five years back
The textbooks, be it biology, math, psychology, etc.
printed the year I was born (1994).
They worked for the troublemakers,
never considering the good kids,
give out discipline, never praise.
The trouble makers get off easy.
The good kids,
we get a plastic cup as an award.
I can’t tell
this to the administration,
because they will not listen.
I can’t tell
this to the teachers,
because they cannot change it.