To Be Heard
In order to be heard
You must first
Speak up.
So many things I have to say
Want to say.
Swirling
Spinning around my mind.
So intense
I’m going to burst.
Let the words march from my mind to my lips
Open my mouth
Let the words rise in the air
Race to people hearts and souls
Punch them in the gut.
Tell them who I am
What I stand for.
Instead
I’m paralyzed.
I open my mouth
All the words trickle from my lips
Seemingly falling to the wayside.
No one picks them up
No one listens.
Speaking up
Speaking out
Terrifying.
Chills run down my spine just thinking about it.
The what-if haunts me.
My heart screams
LET IT GO!
To speak is to be bold.
To speak is to be courageous.
Who will listen?
Maybe no one
But maybe everyone.
One thought captures all my attention
If no one is listening
Then who cares if I fail?
No one will witness it
No one will laugh.
So here goes
Standing all alone.
Cold.
Broken.
Inhale.
Let the air cleanse me.
Stand tall.
No one’s around to knock me down.
My words race from my mind
Straight to my lips
No hesitation.
It’s time.
They leave my mouth
Fill the air
Doesn’t matter if one person hears it
Or one billion people hear it.
I did it.
I conquered fear.