being alone

I like to be alone because if im alone then no one can hurt me, no one can use me, and no one can gain my trust and learn my insecurities and then leave. I hear things are well, that you're doing great. Im happy to hear that even if what we had now feels fake. It seems like your better off without me, and you'd rather be with your closer friends than me. I understand I'm the stupid one here for believing our friendship meant something to you, and believing I could be set free from my mind that tells me eventually they will all pack up and leave and again you'll be left all alone. This is where trust issues come into play. so ig I'll say thanks for the memories. I'm not mad at you cause I understand that I was nothing NOTHING more than a replaceable piece in your little game