Bisexuality

I know that you are out there!

Please come and talk,

To a girl who feels all alone,

A girl that feels so lost.

 

I am bisexual,

Yes, we exist.

I am not hiding that I am gay,

I am not a selfish human being.

I just another person,

All I want is love.

Man or woman I care not.

 

But I need to keep it hidden,

I need to keep myself safe.

I know I'm not accept by the human race.

I am according to some "a gay in denial"

To others I am just confused,

My 'decision' repulsive in all styles.

 

It wasn't my choice!

What can I tell you?

I live in an in between.

I only want love,

But it is too difficult for my reality.

 

So here I am,

Another bisexual.

But I can never be proud.

I am just am insecure sixteen year old,

Who can't see the beauty in herself.

I can't be proud when I hate my body,

When I know I don't belong.

When something that wasn't my choice is rejected,

When I can't be myself. 

This poem is about: 
Me
My family
My community
Our world

Comments

kelly-cs

I like this. You are a great person. Don't think about what other peaples think.

sk8ermichelle

Thank you, I'm glad you think so. :) It's harder than it seems, but we all survive. Hope you have a wonderful day.

Isolated_Leo

Very good poem. Reminds me of myself a year ago. 

sk8ermichelle

Thank you, glad you enjoyed it. It gets better doesn't it?

Isolated_Leo

You're welcome and of course it does. Love yourself and keep living in your truth, that's the ultimate set up for happiness :). 

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