I don’t understand how you can look at me
kiss me
Tell me you love me
And then go and hurt me like that
You say that you don’t want to hurt me anymore
Then don’t hurt me
You say you pick your friends and other girls over me
If you know that you do that, then why do it?
How can you hurt someone you love?
But then again you said you didn’t love me anymore
You said that you didn’t know how you feel about me
That you didn’t even know if you like me like that
That you don’t know if you have feelings for me right now
I asked why you kept doing it?
You said maybe its because Im young
Honestly I don’t accept that as an answer
Even little kids know when not to do something
I remember the things you told me
that I know you never really told anyone else
When you told me it made me closer to you
But now I just don’t know what to feel
You asked why I keep coming back
My answer is I honestly don’t know
After everything you’ve put me through
But I guess I can ask you the same question
Why do you always come back?
I don’t think you know the answer to that either
Because I know I have put you through a lot too
You wanted to be friends to become closer
So that we wouldn’t be strangers anymore
But I just want to be friends
Even if I don’t think it’ll work out
I still want to try
I want to believe that I wont come back again
But I honestly don’t know if I will or not
But I think that being just friends is the best for us right now
I don’t regret us
Even through the pain
Through the tears
Through the fights
I don’t regret anything
Because in know that as much as there has been bad memories
There are twice as many good ones
When we used to tell each other why we loved each other
When we used to be sad when one of us said we were leaving
Those meetings after school
Where we would just look at each other
Those long hugs
And kisses
When for a second I thought I could just stay in your arms forever
When I didn’t want it to end
But nothing lasts forever
Is this really the and for us?
I honestly don’t know
I think that in the future we will see each other again
What will happen?
I don’t know
We might get back together
We might not
Or we can just stay friends
Friends?Best friends?
I remember when I was your best friend
When we used to tell each other everything
Everything that was going on
All of our problems
When we weren’t scared
What happened to that?
I missed those days
That was after we broke up the first time
I wish we didn’t tell each other how we still had feelings
But it had to happen
I remember you said you agreed to be friends because you knew that was the only way to keep me in you life
It makes me sad knowing that we can never get back to that place
The damage is done
Time heals all wounds
But it cant heal the fully
But in the end I want to thank you
Thanks for the times we were happy
When you made me happy
That I had the chance to make you happy
Thanks for the tears
The times when you cheered me up
When you listened to me
Thank you for the pain
Because in the end it made me stronger
I hope you are happy wherever and whenever we see each other again