Can someone please tell me how love works?

Don't give me any bull shit about the right person and the right time,

because I don't have the time for someone to tell me how without it I'm fine.

I know I'm not o.k without love.

Seeing couples hold hands and kiss,

makes me wonder what I'm about to miss.

The sweat between our palms,

words shared between us as beautiful as psalms,

and the brisk touch of his lips dancing on my skin.

That's what I crave,

everyday.

Tell me how I can manipulate the inner workings of Love.

What I have now just isn't enough.

Because I have nothing.