I feel a coldness that penetrates to the very core, and doesn't stop there.
A darkness so deep that it blots out any hope of light.
Despair so sad that I am barely trudging on.
A depression so bad that I don't know when I'll next sleep.
An infinite abyss that is devoid of any happiness.
This is what I was trying to avoid...
but I don't blame you. True love never holds bitter feelings.