COLD SUMMER
SWEDISH DAY WAS THE SWEETEST DAY IT'S WHEN I RECIEVED THE ONE FOR ME. HE HELD EVERYTHING I DREAMED OF AND MORE. THERES WASN'T A THING ABOUT HIM THAT I COULDNT POSSIBLY ADORE. AND I NEVER FELL IN LOVE BEFORE. IT WAS A CONSTANT DOOR LEADING TO MORE DOORS. AND  TO THOSE DOORS I WAS OPENED TO EXPLORE. I ONLY WANTED HIM AND NOTHING MORE.
I SWORE HE HAD THE INTEGRITY OF A LEO
COMMITEMENT OF A CAPRICORN
PROTECT ME LIKE A CANCER
AND LOVE ME LIKE A PISCES. . .
BUT US PISCES WE GROW BLIND WHEN LOVE IS IN OUR EYES
I IGNORED THE RUMORS...DESPITE ALL THE EVIDENCE
I REPRESSED THE SMALL ARGUMENTS...I JUST THOUGHT THEY WERE IRRELEVENT. BECAUSE COMBINDING LOVE AND HATE DOSENT MAKE SENSE. I TRIED TO HIDE THE LIES...TO HIDE MY CRIES .IT WAS A CHOICE MADE. TO PROTECT MY HEART OR LOSE MY PRIDE. I CHOSE MY HEART IT BURNS INSIDE. HE KILLED MY MIND. HE BURIED MY SOUL. I KNEW IT WAS BEST TO LET YOU GO. BUT HOW WILL I SURVIVE.I GAVE EVERYTHING I HAD TO SOMEONE WHU ONLY RETURNED LIES. SO I WAS WRONG WHEN I THOUGHT
HE NEVER HAD COMMITEMENT OF A CAPRICORN  
WHERES MY PROTECTION LIKE A CANCER
HE HAS NO INTEGRITY LIKE A LEO.
HE WAS A COLD HEARTED SCROPIO
WHO'S GONNA LOVE ME LIKE A PISCES
NO ONE BECAUSE US PISCES GROW BLIND WHEN LOVE IS IN OUR EYES.
THE TRUTH CAME OUT THE RAIN/STORM GREW STRONG.I THOUGHT HELD EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED BUT I WAS PROVED WRONG. ATTACKED AND BETRAYED BY LOVE ITSELF. LEFTED IN SHAME AND IN PAIN. NO ONE BY MY SIDE BUT THE COLD MAY RAIN. HE TURNED SPRING RAIN INTO A BLIZZARD. MY MONTH OF MAY INTO DECEMBER...IS ALL I WILL REMEMBER. HE TURNED A MONTH AWAY FROM JUNE INTO HARSH WHETHER. AND TURNED LOVE INTO THE COLDEST SUMMER EVER.
---SHAWN.TAYLOR ( I WONT FORGET THIS ONE BABE.)